What’s your preference?

finger pointing at the chosen woman for the job

I’d much rather be someone’s preference than obligation.

That way, when he’s with me it’s because he wants to be, instead of because he is expected to be.

If he enjoys being with me so much that he decides he prefers me over others, he may prefer to have a committed relationship.

If that’s the case, the conversation will arise because he preferred to bring it up, not because he was expected to answer a question or was given a demanding timeframe or ultimatum.

I prefer to be hand-picked.
Chosen.
Selected.

Preferred.

If you don’t prefer me, you don’t really want me.

You just think you do.

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Ascension is my Lover-

Ascension is my Lover.

Taking me to greater heights, deeper depths, and beyond what I can imagine.

The sensations I feel from igniting my own chakras surpass the touch any man can offer.

I progress in my relationship with Alignment and the continuous warmth of appreciation and gratitude envelope me and do not dissipate.

As we become more serious, I rely wholeheartedly on God/the Divine/Almighty/Source Energy for guidance throughout the entirety of my days.

With constant communication, we become blissfully intertwined.

My words are His.

He reveals His plans to me through my third eye.

I move with ease and gracefully journey on the path that is laid out perfectly before me like a bed of roses.

I become dependent on Him for every choice and move I make.

I will not move forward in my own will, for therein lies the most tempting seducer-

Ego.

In order to maintain the quality of my relationship with the Divine Source Energy flowing within me, I must commit to consistently grounding myself and listening for direction.

In the process, I am humbled.

There is no room for Ego in the presence of humility.

While Ego tries to convince me that I can do more than I actually can under my own free will,

Source shows me that I can do more than I ever thought I could by doing nothing at all.

The art of allowing is the only skill I need to master.

And for that, I am immensely grateful.

Ascension is my Lover. 

Unconditionally.

Unconditionally...

I love you.

You don’t have to love me back.

My feelings are not predicated upon your reciprocation.

I’d much rather show you than tell you because I can tell you’ve been hurt before.

I want you to know without a doubt, before I ever utter the words for the first time, that I am sincere.

I mean what I say and if I didn’t mean it, I wouldn’t say it at all.

Actions speak louder than words.

Watch me compromise in order to accommodate,

Sacrifice in order to alleviate,

Persevere in the midst of resistance,

And consider you, even when it’s unnecessary for me to do so.

Watch me be stable, consistent, grounded, and unwavering.

Watch me, as I love you unconditionally.

Maybe then, you will believe…

I love you.

I See You…

I See You...

Many think they know me.

Most don’t know me at all.

Sharing with you is just as risky for me as it is for you listening to the truth I speak.

I am a Seer.

Ask me at your own risk,

“What is it that you see?”

I will respond with my disclaimer-

“You sure you’re ready for this?!?”

When you give me the green light, I plug myself in to Source.

I become the voice of vision…

I see what was, is, and what is likely to be.

I have no filter, for I must keep myself open for wisdom to flow freely from Spirit directly to you through me.

Some things are hard to share-

They are the things you don’t want to know,

The things you don’t want anyone else to know,

And the things you must confront in order to move forward.

They are also the things that have been holding you back-

Subliminal fears, pain, anger, and insecurities…

They are warnings of toxic people and unhealthy relationships.

This is why I cautioned you.

Just like treating a wound, it stings a bit at first, but shortly after, you are so happy you followed through.

A fog has been lifted.

You can now see ahead clearly.

I am your windshield.

The Seer.

What if…?

What if

What if one day the Creator was so full of love and light, S/he burst into a gazillion stars?

What if those stars were actually fragments of the Creator?

What if S/he was so full of love and light that it was too much to keep to Her/Himself?

What if S/he decided to allow each fragment to have a physical form and experience the abundance of life in the physical realm for a short time?

What if once physically separated, each fragment took on its own ability to create?

What if the fragments began to get so full of pride due to their ability to create, that they developed an Ego?

What if that Ego began to grow and fester becoming a threat to their connection with Source, the Creator?

What if they began to individually have their own internal tug of war between Ego and Source?

What if some fragments became so overwhelmed with Ego that they completely broke free from Source?

What if they began to question the need to be connected to Source at all?

What if they began to question whether or not Source even exists?

What if they disagreed about their own interpretations of Source, so much that they were no longer recognizable as fragments of the Divine Creator?

What if they began to criticize and ostracize each other over their various perceptions of Source?

What if they forgot where they came from and why?

What if they forgot that they were designed to enjoy this life in the physical realm and experience all the physical pleasure that it brings?

What if their Ego separated them so far from Source that they forgot they have the ability to create?

What if they forgot that they were fragments of the Divine Creator?

What if they became lost and confused?

What if some fragments became so stressed from being lost and confused they chose to go to sleep and pretend the internal tug of war between Ego and Source never occurred?

What if they became sleepwalkers, constantly in a state of sleep-induced oblivion?

What if other fragments never forgot their Source of origin?

What if these fragments remained aware of their purpose?

What if they used their ability to create to influence love and light in the physical realm and physical beings around them?

What if these fragments never worried about heaven vs. hell?

What if these fragments only focused on maintaining a clear connection with the Creator?

What if, in the process of maintaining that connection, these fragments became overwhelmed with appreciation?

What if they became so full of love and light that they reconnected  all the stars back to the Divine Creator?

What if, when the Creator initially burst into a gazillion stars…

We were those stars?

Happy New Year!

One very cloudy night a few weeks ago, I was overwhelmed with a sense of cluttered emotion. I was feeling so much energetic interference from the buildup of all the interactions with so many people in daily life, I felt like I just couldn’t get clear. I needed to connect with Source…

I went outside in search of the moon, my go-to method. I could see nothing. The sky was pitch black and full of thick clouds. I didn’t even see a hole in the clouds to get a peek of moonlight.

Feeling lost, unusually stressed, and strangely bogged down with irritation, I bowed my head in desperation. I was urgently seeking the Divine. I needed clarity, peace, and calmness to come straight from the heavens and pour down upon me.

I began to weep as I pleaded with the Creator to just give me a quick glimpse of His/Her pure love and light. The clouds were too symbolic of the negative emotions clouding my spiritual vision. Just then, I heard that familiar still voice tell me to lift my head and open my eyes. The clouds had parted and this is what I saw….

Happy New Year!

I don’t need a man-made “New Year’s Eve/Day” to start a new chapter in my life and gain a fresh start.

I can reset, recharge, and reconnect with the flow of the Universe whenever I like. The love and light of the Divine Creator pours directly through me to gently graze all beings in my path as I move onward in pursuit of my God-given purpose.

There is no need for a “New Year’s resolution, when my spiritual alignment is in sync with celestial alignment and I am bound to grow and evolve positively because I can only move in one direction- forward.

There is no need to wait for a designated day on a man-made calendar for a fresh start…

All I have to do is look up and open my eyes.

All that I need, I already have.

 

 

I Am A Queen.

I Am A Queen.

Others may cross your path, but there will never be another quite like me.

I am irreplaceable…

You may try to overlook the affect I have on you, but you are only denying yourself the privilege of experiencing total bliss by resisting.

I soothe you.

I support you.

I nurture you.

I enhance you.

I inspire you to become the greatest version of yourself….

Without even touching you.

I am your link to the spirit world; for life transcends from the spirit realm to the physical, only through my womb.

When you are physically inside me, you have no escape from being enveloped by my soul…

When you look into my eyes, you are gently forced to take an honest look at the man you are.

Are you a King?

I deserve nothing less.

You may try to avoid the intensity you feel with me by drowning yourself in work or dabbling with other women,

But my light is steady.

The more space and time we have between us, the more I grow, and the more captivated you become.

My love is effortless.

Its impact is boundless.

I silently expose your fears, regrets, and insecurities so that you may address your weaknesses head-on.

I will not allow you to be held captive or handicapped by negativity, for I treat you as the King I see within you.

Therefore, I protect you.

I eagerly submit to your leadership.

I am honest.

Sincere.

Direct.

Loyal.

And I do not manipulate you or play with your emotions….

Nor will I tolerate you playing with mine.

I am exquisite.

A sublime delicacy.

Never to be forgotten.

Impossible to ignore.

Take as long as you need to absorb and try to figure it all out.

You won’t.

It will never make sense until you recognize the magnificence of my power.

I Am A Queen.

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